a sacramental rabbit hole

i fear i may fallen down a rabbit hole this morning and certainly not the matrix allusion to it involving the red pill

which is a worry because i don't really get what that means for now or next

how could this have snuck up on me - thank goodnes for the more alert around me who came along to be there - who provided shoes and bore faithful witness - again

i have long clung to my anglican training of the sacraments from the catechism - the outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace - i think i'm reporting that the catholics are right about there being more than two

and the sacrament was started by the self appointed head toucher and completed by the washing in tears of a retiring puppeteer

and for once i was an unexpecting bystander kneeling not directing - receiving not bestowing

this whole thing may just be alright